It’s becoming obvious that I have a Messiah complex. Now I can have the religious groups attacking me as well as the intellectuals who will undoubtedly comment on my shocking sense of entitlement. Is it the drowning experiences or the emotional deaths that have caused this sense of immortality? Therapy isn’t working - I’ve analyzed the analyst, and he’s way too Freudian. A Messiah is a prophet, therefore there have been and will be many who claim the title. Maybe it’s time for a girl Jesus to come out of the tomb and be persecuted.